The trials we face together, not alone.

We all have trials, correct? As much as I hate the ones in my life I feel that

they are necessary, not because I like them or enjoy going through any of it, but

because it helps us grow, or prepares us for what is coming to us in the future.

As mentioned before Madison is not Cameron's and goes to her dad's for

the summer and every once in a while.

This is something that is normal and that all children do,

however Madison goes 1237 miles away for 3 months, if your a mother than you can probably empathize with me and how I must feel just a little bit.

Madison goes to a house that where they do not have a religion to teach, or the

same values we have, so normally when we get her back every time we pass Mc Donalds

Her normal reaction is to ask for sweet tea. I guess most people do not realize that

what the child is actually doing besides simply going to visit the other parent.

She is completely uprooted from her family here including her sisters.

She goes on a completely different schedule, things she is not used to

She gets a completely different set of rules.

Trying to look through her eyes it probably is a kind of shocking experience don't you think.

I'm sure she loves seeing her family down there don't get me wrong, but I'm just saying it may be hard on her as well, and then she gets used to being down there and comes back,

Yes, I do feel bad for her, all of the time. She asks about the other family and loves them dearly

I see I know.

This blog though is going to be in the perspective of my eyes, so that way you can really get a grasp of what I go through in this time, some of my thoughts and what is going on in my head, and mostly just my feelings. I may rant a little but I want to also show how I am coping and how I help myself get better.