Why is it getting so close?

A couple of weeks before we always go on the our family wizard website (in which we communicate) and ill write Madison's activities and some of her favorites, and certain things I like them to know, since she isn't there often and they do not have her for more than a couple of days through the holidays I keep them updated. Writing this today makes it all so real, and makes me sad and I cried the whole time. It stinks and it hurts. I know ill be okay, we are sealed and we will get through this.


-peanut butter
-fruit fruit fruit
apples
especially strawberries
cantaloupe
bananas
-chocolate milk has to be chocolate or strawberry she settles for nothing less. the dentist says that at night only water. Seriously. ONLY WATER. if she comes back with rotten teeth I blame you >.>
-pizza peperoni
-noodles drained with Italian dressing, if you want to know more text me
-steak with A1
- Bratwurst yumm!
-spaghetti
-bacon
-reses cereal
-cinn toast crunch cereal
if you give her lucky charms mike she will only eat the marshmallows.

read to her at night, make sure you tell her how much mommy loves misses her
don't let her forget her brother and other sister. Oh and Loki, he's important too.
She loves surprise kisses and random hugs, I like to squeeze extra tight just so she feels it :)
if you do this you will find that she will come up to you and do this all the time and its the cutest thing
she loves "nose"  kisses where you rub your nose on hers. Also I like to say maddie how much does mommy
love you and she will get a huge grin and open her arms as wide as she can and ill say that's sooo much and she
will run and knock you down and hug you.
Keep her manners up to par. If she doesn't say thank you say, what do you say? or tell her to ask nicely.
if you keep the tv on she will stay up all night. limit to one or two shows.
try to get her to make her bed in the morning, she isn't potty trained through the night just yet so pull ups are good she will tell you when she has to go